Road to becoming an improved person in all areas of my life; motherhood, health, religion, appearance, organization, financial.

Thursday, August 09, 2012

To many points

I've been trying to figure out in what direction I want this blog (my life) to go. If you have ever perused over my blog you can definitely tell I have gone over many themes/schemes/ideas but have never stuck to a particular thing for an extended amount of time.

Yes I know this is my blog and I can go from Point A to Point D, back to Point B and then maybe skip a few Points and go back to A.  BUT in all honesty I don't like it, and that's has a deeper meaning to I just don't like the flow of my blog.  I don't like how I personally can't stick to one thing and follow it through to the end.  I know the reasons are very deep within me but that just a whole other post for a different blog.

Anywhoo, I'm still trying to figure out what direction I want to take. 
Here is what I do know.
  1. I want to focus on my weight loss
  2. I want to do the journey with Weight Watchers
    1. In the long run I would like to work for Weight Watchers
  3. I can't find the motivation to exercise, and I feel bad 'cuz of it.
  4. My relationships with a lot of people are taking a toll on me and it's weighing me down.
  5. I need to learn to say FUCK IT, and live my life for me.
  6. I have the idea that blogging on a regular basis would be good for me.
  7. I need to learn not to feel guilty for taking me time.
  8. I need to save money
Now, these are the things that I know but I'm trying to figure out how to implement all of them into my life.

Friday, August 03, 2012

I'm Back

Took a much longer break from the blog than I would have liked. So much has happened these last 4 months.

One the GOOD NEWS front

I got a new job!
It was a long time coming but I had to finally take the bull by the horns and make it my bitch. I decided and put into action no longer living in fear of the unknown - I'm a grown ass women that simply can not live her life as a frighten child.

I was miserable at the previous job from day 1 and let me tell you that from day 1 at the new job I was walking on cloud 9.


One the BAD NEW front

I've gained 17 pounds. 
I don't know how long it took me to gain it all back but I do know that about February/March I just gave up on even pretending that I was on a diet.


Anywho, I'm back.  I get a lot more Internet freedom at the new job, I got my laptop back, hot spot on my phone, WW etools on my phone and I am ready to rock these sticking pounds off my body.