I relate so much to the Istagram post on just about everything she said.
Specially with the body hate part.
Even when I was thin, I didn't like my body because in all honesty I didn't like myself. I think I need to get to the place where I am okay with who I am to be able to see the weight come off.
Right now this fatness is a comfort, it's my blankie. Don't know what's it's protecting me from but it's definitely protecting me from something.